jam*

2008-09-09T03:22:00.003+08:00

its been

365 days 3 hours 20 mins

i love you my manly man!

and your hair looks so much nicer in the picture whee.

2008-08-09T04:19:00.002+08:00

today i want to say that i have a very wonderfully lovely bofren and i love him very much even though he does a lot of things to piss me off.
i love yojuj and happy national day whoohoo.

2008-08-05T02:09:00.003+08:00

today we met up.
after early dinner with my dick at sakae teppanyaki=D
he damn dowan to go out with me one loh.
like just go town walk walk with me also so xing ku ah?!?!
argh.
BUT
also not his fault lah
cos he's busy making money with his precious time so shall not scold him so much.

so anyway.
we.
wehjee kbye tine and me.

we'll do it again soon=]

back to work again tmr =

2008-05-20T02:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!=]
Hope you had a great day today and I LOVE CHEW=D

2008-05-15T13:05:00.003+08:00

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

more than words.

2008-05-12T00:53:00.004+08:00

Hi my name is Benedict Chong, the greatest guy that ever lived. My ego is twice the size of the universe and i love big boops.

2007-12-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

even though i hated part of today,
i am still so proud of you=D

hamsome boy=]

2007-11-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

just one more day.
look how time flies=]

2007-11-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

wow.
this is the first time in a very long time that i am feeling hungry.
can you believe that?
i am actually feeling hungry now.
i don't know why i eat so much.
got this really bad habit of eating even when i'm not hungry,
which is what i have been doing all along.
this sucks.
it is bad.
oh damn.
well, come to think of it,
it isn't that bad lah.
i mean,
what's life without food=]

five days.

2007-11-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

my room feels stale.
like it's blocking my brain juice from flowing.
anyways.
many things have been happening around lately.
well, since the last post.
haven't really been in the mood to type anything.
so the pol-ite games didn't really go as expected.
no one's to blame.
just ... unlucky.
still rmb how it was from year one.
from how tine and i decided to join hockey and quit if it were boring.
heh.
year one, great results.
year two, loadsa drama.
year three, best team ever.
love the girls and i want the pics !
well i'm glad this captain thing's kind of over i guess.
feel a bit like haiya so mah fan.
gotta do so many stuffs for everyone.
ohwells.
was a good experience=]

the dude's in thailand and i hate the army for that.
but well josh said like it isn't such a bad thing cos like see each other everyday also will get sian one so it isn't such a bad thing after all?
okay lah.
quite true.
anyway i think he's having a great time out there in that ulu place...
just gotta wake up early, then go canteen, play psp, sleep, go canteen again, then got girl flirt with him also. this auntie from the lan shop. sleep together with the bff all.
hahaha.
okay.

fyp.

i do not want to talk about fyp now.
until i get ten thousand more things done.
do not talk to me about fyp thank you.

argh it is so late.
i keep getting distracted by other things.
i am supposed to be doing my work
bloodyhell.

i just want you here with me now.

6 days.

2007-10-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

whoohoo !
3-0
i am proud of us=]

pray for the best in the next three matches.
and thanks for coming to support=D

2007-10-18T01:25:00.000+08:00

oh look at how bored i am. grabbed this from ferli's blog=]

NUMBER 1

The rules are easy, just post 10 things that recently made you happy! Then tag 10 people and force them to post this meme on their LJs. Because it is good. Everyone needs a little happiness once in a while.

1) met sheenee for walking at tm just now
2) two days left for sip
3) i managed to catch two hours of csi just now
4) nice song playing now
5) got praised by boss this morning=]
6) xiu ting said hi to me
7) li ting hugged me
8) had fun at the shoot yesterday
9) i think sheenee's buying back supper for me
10) he's coming out on friday

Tagging: whoever.

NUMBER 2

1. Spell your name as it sounds
jaymee

2. Are you available?
nope

3. What's your favorite number?
17

4. Favorite color(s)?
pink. green. grey. black. white.

5. Least favorite color?
yellow. i think

6. What are you listening to?
home - chris daughtry

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
i guess so.

8. Favorite Subject?
maths

9. Favorite smell?
food

10. How do you make money?
good question.

11. Are you outgoing?
not really.

12. Do you like Big Mac's?
yes i do. but haven't had one in a long time though.

13. Do you own big sunglasses?
yep.

14. Where do you wish you were right now?
out. with him.

15. What should you be doing right now?
sleeping

16. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
nope

THE CANS:
1. Can you blow a bubble?
yes.

2. Can you touch your toes?
yes.

3. Can you whistle?
yes.

4. Can you wiggle your ears?
no.

5. Can you roll your tongue?
yes.

6. Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?
haha. no.

THE DIDS:
1. Did you ever want to be a doctor?
eee. no.

2. Did you ever receive an engagement ring?
nope

3. Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
kind of

THE DO'S:

1. Do you know how to swim?
yes.

2. Do you like roller coasters?
depends. but more yes than no.

3. Do you own a bike?
yah. bicycle whooo.

THE DOES:

1. Does your car get good gas mileage?
erm yah.

2. Does your family have family picnics?
no time. no nice place for picnics anywhere.

3. Does your home have a bookcase?
a few.

THE HAVES:
1. Have you ever been to Canada?
not yet..

2. Have you ever gone fishing?
not yet..

3. Have you ever seen a celebrity?
yeaman.

4. Have you ever been on a motorcycle?
haha yah.

THE HOWS:

1. How many cars have you owned?
fifteen.

2. How many jobs have you had?
a few..

3. How tall are you?
168 cm

THE LASTS:

1. Last person you hung out with?
sheenee

2. Last thing you said out loud?
"okay. bye"

3. Last time you ate at McDonalds?
hhmmm.. cant rmb

4. Last thing you bought?
OCK (old chang kee)

THE WHATS:

1. What is the temperature outside?
i dont know.

2. What time did you wake up?
9.10am
---------------------------

IS YOUR/ARE YOU

01. is your hair wet?
-- nope

02. is your cell phone right by you?
-- yep

03. do you miss someone?
-- yes

04. are you wearing chapstick?
-- no

05. are you tired?
-- yes

06. are you wearing pajamas?
-- no

08. are you mad?
-- yes. very

09. are you upset?
-- nope

HAVE YOU

01. recently done anything you regret?
-- not spent enough time with the family

02. ever lied?
yes.

03. ever stuck gum under a desk?
nope.

04. have you ever kicked someone?
yes.

05. ever tripped over your own feet?
haha. yah. while skating. so dumb.

TODAY HAVE YOU:

1. have you cursed?
i dont curse

02. have you gotten mad at someone?
not really..

RANDOM

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
yes

Q: do you have any siblings?
many many

Q: do you want children?
yep

Q: do you smile often?
very

Q: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
nope

Q: do you like your handwriting?
sometimes

Q: are your toenails painted?
nope

Q: whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in ?
=] but i still prefer my bed.

Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
peach

Q: what were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
waiting for bus outside office, in the heavy rain

Q. I can’t wait till:
i see him

WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE CALLED? -
1. Babe or baby: babe
2. Sweetie or cupcake: eeee dowan.
3. Darling or Sunshine: darling

10: When did you last cry?
quite some time ago.

12: Are you a friendly person?
of course !

13: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
my own.

15: Do you have any pets?
one kitten they found downstairs

19: Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
nope

20: Do you think that special someone will repost this?
nah..

2007-10-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

GUYS PART
(no matter if you’re a girl or a guy)

[x] In the winter you love hoodies.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] its hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You’ve played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies stink.
[ ] You own(ed) an XBox / XBox 360.
[ ] Wanted/played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own(ed) a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You only go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Its kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green/black/red/blue /silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun too.
[x] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers to bed.
[ ] Sleep with your socks on at night.

Total: 10
Take total & multiply by 10.
Score: 100% boy.

____________________________________________________________________

GIRLS PART
(no matter if you’re a girl or a guy)

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You have worn eyeliner before.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[ ] you only go to a female for advice.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like shopping.
[x] You wear jewelleries, earrings etc.
[ ] skirts are a part of your wardrobe.
[x] you don’t like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] It takes you at least 1 hour to shower/get dressed/put on make-up & get ready.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have 5 or more pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You love movies.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as a little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Take pictures of yourself when you’re bored.

Total: 11
Take total & multiply by 10.
Score: 110% girl.

lol.

2007-10-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

shit. no one is updating.
it's so damn boring.
spent the last three-months-minus-two-days at work.
work work work work.
i miss school.
but i'm kinda dreading it as well.
wish i could just get done with school like now.
so dead for fyp.
ohwells.

yesterday was fun.
i think that was like the only fun i had for the whole time.
bleah.
video and photoshooot for front3.
had to do my best to help out etc.
ran around so much. was worried that there was stuff i was supposed to be doing but not doing.
well, got to meet eunice debbie phin hossan kumar wheee.
they are nice people.
eunice is so skinny.
debbie's pretty.
phin's cool. and always late.
hossan is... small.
kumar is damn funny.

yay.

okay.
haven't had much time for my family and friends and myself.
hais.
okay. two more days=D

smiles=]

2007-09-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

so i finally got my specs done.
FINALLY.
just gotta wait to collect it.
sunday.....

2007-09-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have ran into a tree. several trees... and other stuff as well
[ ] It is possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice.
[x] You just looked at it. ( D: )
[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[ ] People have called you slow.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You've fallen asleep in class.
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.
[x] People shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important.
[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket. ( >:( )
[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.
[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.

Total: 16=D

Repost as "I've Done __ of 38 Stupid Things"

2007-09-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

so. things are kind of different now,
better in some ways.
but somehow, i feel a little down at the same time..

i hope things wont turn out like how they were the last time.
i'll try and spend more time with you even though i have not been able to do so due to our schedules.
damn.
i know you're angry with me for not going out with you or just spending some time with you.
i'm sorry.
please dont be angry with me.

on another note,
i miss school.
seriously.
the hanging out in the labs, sleeping in audio room, and most importantly, design school FOOD !
can't believe i'm graduating soon !!
aahhh.
work has been.. hhmmm. okay ..
well i think i didn't get to learn what i wanted to learn during my internship.
it's just kind of unlucky that they are not having any productions going on right now, so all they're doing is pre.
and i hate pre.
bleah.
i wanted to learn production and post.
apparently, they dont do post. so that's another sad thing.
ohwells. i dont all hate the company lah.
the people there are one of a kind.
they're nice, and damn funny.
and. cos this period is their not so busy period, they let me go off early for trainings on thurs.
soo.. well.
i guess i'll have to pick up as much as i can right now for my fyp.
and that's another big problem.
argh.

okay okay.
i'll stop complaining.

going for dinner=]

2007-08-26T02:53:00.000+08:00

(since this is a happy post, i shall put it in pink=D)

so.
i had a great time and i hope everyone else did as well=D
what turned out to be surprises somehow ended up not much a surpise anymore.. which was kinda alright in a way that well i dun really know how to put it but its damn farnie like how everyone accidentally spills out stuff and kinda try to cover up when they suddenly realise that i know about whatever they were planning.
and well never happened before so yea. it was fun.
ahaha !
to everyone who turned up.
thanks again. haha
even though i spammed sms already but still.
there were some who i din have the numbers so please forgive me.
i think the chalet and stuff was a great idea !
and all the planning involved.
thanks sheenee n tine =D
but well i think the chalet was a little bit small ah....
haha
had like seriously a lot of ppl.
cant really count but there were the moimders, the hockay doods and then the IC (inline culture) ppl.
haha
and you know each group how big so yea. no space to fit everyone inside so it was kinda sad that ppl had to like stand outside the chalet along the walkway.
sorry guys but i hope yall had fun anyways=]
and i hope the food was not bad even though had to wait some time and i heard the chicken wings weren't really cooked. heh.
din really try all the food but sorray.
haha..
what else...
hhmmm.
so i got a new handphone !
wheee=]
6300
still trying to get used to it.
heh.
thanks to sheenee dick black shelly michelle
for the phone.
sheenee made me this card as well=]
and i got make up from the coursemates !
ahahha
along with a pair of shorts !
hee
two shirts from the hockers
and this cute little keychain thingie..
its like this little spring robot damn cute.
haha
they got me a card as well=D
so sweet.
and and oh auntie cynthia gave me ang bao !
i feel damn bad lah.
cos she was there and like cooked some of the food and then still give me ang bao..
damn.
but she's damn nice=]
alright. that's pretty much it for now..

oh !
cake from IC just now.
no serenading from below my window this year..
haha.
went to the shop to meet them for dinner and then i so kuku lah din even know the light was coming from the cake.
but it was all good=]

once again,
THANKEW EVERYONE=D
love you guys

whooo.

2007-08-24T02:20:00.000+08:00

it really sucks.
when you know things you are not really supposed to know.
it's times like these that you really want to have that part of memory in your brain erased completely.
damn.
i'm sorry.
i shall try my very best to forget everything.
and thanks.
for everything=]
don't let this little incident spoil everything else.
okay ?

cheer up alright..

2007-08-14T02:47:00.000+08:00

somehow, i seem to be dreading it.
i dont know why.
maybe im afraid it wont turn out like what i expect
even though im not expecting much.
hais
i shld have more faith in people.
but better not to expect so much so i wont get too disappointed
ohwells.

lately, timings for me are pretty screwed up.
sucks.
always got two things going on at the same time and i wld have to give up one for the other though both are equally important
damn.
i wish i cld just like have a clone and go to both at the same time.
argh.

and casting was fun today =D

okay. i have to sleep now.

bridge tmr !

2007-08-10T01:17:00.000+08:00

even though it's like seventeen days earlier,
it was still great.
thanks guys=D
esp tine n sharon (i think)

i was smelly
my hair was a mess.
but we still had fun. right?=D

skating was great fun too !
i wanna go for more urbans and learn to slide !

back to work tmr=|

happy red and white day.

2007-08-07T01:24:00.001+08:00

happy birthday nette=D
hope you enjoyed the dinner although all were damn drained=]

see you guys soon !

2007-08-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

what is wrong with me?
i should be thinking of things that are more important than this.
why?

seriously
i needed something to cheer me up.
and surprisingly, plucking sheenee's eyebrows helped.
i dunno why but it was kinda funny to pluck out each hair, having her cry out in pain and me feel nothing.
dont know how to describe the feeling but you should try it.

went to simpang just now and for the third time, saw the cute guy again.
oh how fated.
okay lah maybe not lah but ohwells.
i think he recognised us too

okay.
first day of work tmr.
i hope it goes well.
gonna smell of dogs for the next three months.
but well at least i get to experience sth i'm not able to at home.

oh oh and we have new neighbours !
i saw the boy that day.
some sec sch kid.
got a stunt bike i think.
quite nice, white frame with black everything else.
sheenee wants to make friends with him.

i hope the bosses are flexible about working hours.
i really want to go for training on thurs and sats.
ben say i crazy
bleah.
okay lah i will try and negotiate with them tmr.

stupid pimples always come on the nose one.
argh.
i seriously hope they are gone by tmr. !!

i shall pray.

2007-07-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

yea 'twas fun=]

27.07.2007

2007-07-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

thanks for the chalet guys.
especially the imders and others for organising it=]
and sorry about the thrash talk thingie if it offended people.
din mean for it to spoil things or what,
on behalf of the others.

anyways had fun still eh.

the talk was hhmmm. good.
for me lah.
i mean i'm glad it brought a few friendships back even though we dun really have the chance to spend time together anymore for now..
but. it's better than nothing=]
i hope the others feel tha same.

anyhow.
slacking is fun.
as long as you're with the right people=D

smiles=]

2007-07-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

okay so i'm kinda going for this inline skating instructor thingie with sheenee.
with inline culture.
not sure if i'll have the time to commit though.
hhmmm.
so anyway we're waiting for the training sessions and they had this urban skating session last night so their boss asked for us to go down and like experience what they do and stuff.
so well.
first time night skating session was hhmmm. interesting.
east coast to pasir ris.
long route.
started off awkward, as we din really know the people there.
then got better a people started talking to us.
well. at least they're friendly.
so then when we reached around some highway or sth, started raining.
damn.
took cover in some blocks before heading off again.
okay the rest was pretty much just more skating except for this one dumb part.
so we're skating and some dudes wanna overtake us super fast.
allswell til jeremy accidentally kicked my skate.
and u know the speed we were going at..
next thing i knew, i was on the floor, landed quite gracefully actually.
stoned there for quite awhile.
haha
then finallly got up.
don't know what happened exactly but sheenee said she heard a loud baam then i like flipped or sth.
lucky nv skid on the floor cos it was like the road kind of floor so damn pain.
got away with a sore ass, scraped off a little skin, wrist hurts.
so does my neck, elbow and knee.
other than that, i am sooooo lucky that nth really serious happened.
yay.
that was like the first time i fell in so long. ahahaha

please get me ready for training by tuesday !

okay so much for that event.
sheenee fell as well.
but hers is much more unglam.
hah .

managed to make it all the way to pasir ris despite hurting sole.
started feeling hungry so we din join them on the way back and headed to nasi lemak.
haha
damn slack.

okay will try harder next time.
and wear better socks
and long pants

yes.

about today.
church in the morning.
yes church.
but no not for the worshipping part but to hear the woman play drums.
ahha.
same stuff
then headed to her church office to eat and stuff.
youth room got invaded by whole bunch of hyperactive scary kids.
okay there was just one super hyperactive one.
and one scary one
the rest were pretty much quite fun to play with.
haha.
but that one hour entertaining them was quite torturous.
all in all was fun though=]
haha

alrighty.

to bed !

2007-07-21T02:03:00.000+08:00

my hair
is redbrown.
poh han says i look like abby from the back if my hair were shorter.
and that he'd start calling me abby soon.

but i dont care.
it is not the same as abby's !

if i had the money, i'd dye it again.

but it aint that bad right.....
okay at least i got what i wanted, something different.
maybe i'll wait til it's grown out abit to dye again.

this time, cheaper kae.
stop saying i'm being ripped off.
hmph.

friendly tmr
i hope i can wake up on time.
i got my pants altered already.
looking better than before.
just sent my jeans for alteration.
haha

oh oh.
and i finally cut my nails !
yay!!
much better now=D

my life is boring.

goodnight.

2007-07-18T02:34:00.001+08:00

so many things been happening lately.
ash's gone to china.
hahaha.
tine abs jia going to china for their osip.
hais.
should be going to hoods for my SIP.
hope i would still be able to commit a little to my hockey.
wont be able to attend training camp
cos it'd be in september, when i'm doing SIP.

da jie not home yet.
dunno what she doing at wherever in yishun.
i want to play hockey!
i want to go shopping!
i want to sleep.

goodnight.

2007-07-18T02:30:00.000+08:00

i am so freaking tired.
was halfway trying to upload the pics for genting after like damn long but i gave up halfway.
damn.
will try again lah
but no time lah shiat
i need a whole LOT of sleep!

thanks.

2007-07-05T01:59:00.000+08:00

[ J.O.S.H ] says: (12:56:09 AM)
hey jam
[ J.O.S.H ] says: (12:56:12 AM)
ur straight am i rite?

..
thanks ah.

2007-06-25T03:07:00.000+08:00

okay so i'm back but haven't had the time to post any pics or words about the trip.

anyway SOME BLARDY IDIOT TOOK MY PHONE LAH!

now

i feel so empty.

how.

i want my phone back.
even though it's like damn old
but got so many things in it lah.
plus my pretty badge n my pretty lanyard.
ARGH.

i hope the ba s tard gets struck by lightning and falls on the road to get rolled over by a huge lorry and gets stuck underneath and dragged ten thousand km before he finallly regrets taking my phone but by that time it would be too late. he should be dying soon.
haiya.
but who cares about him lah. i want my phone!

lnclsdanvcoaehiwgo;awhrgvlknsc.

okay it's like 22 hours past already and it's finally starting to sink in.
i still wanted to charge my phone just now lah.
idiot.

anyway. last night. was alright. next time. we shall. go somewhere. else. please.

i want my phone back-(

2007-06-17T03:48:00.000+08:00

just back from supper at thompson..
thanks jie for inviting me.
always feel so good going out for long car rides at night.
so shiok.
had prata with biao jie n sister.
then joined joshua and gang to sit talk smoke stone laugh
and then headed home.
I WANT TO DRIVE!
so badly.
i can't wait lah.
but
no time
no money
sad case.
hais
also thought of taking up inline hockey AGAIN.
never seem to take action.
only keep thinking of doing it.
argh!
no time no time.
how i wish i din have to study,
had all the time and money and resources in the world to do what i want.
how i WISH.
please.
take me on more car rides=D

thankew.

2007-06-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

what's up with all the emoshit lah.
it is saddening to see people around me like emo and all
speshly when you don't know what's going on in their little minds.
seriously. i really want to be able to read minds
secretly.

if i had one wish.

2007-06-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

papa: you know what's my happy moment?
my happiest moment is when i hear mummy's laughter.
that's my happiest moment.

my father is so sweet lah.
i want my husband to be like that.

2007-06-11T01:25:00.000+08:00

okay.
this is freaky..

so is this...

lol.

2007-06-10T02:21:00.000+08:00

so i missed training again.
stupid stomach flu.
made me miss the birthday celebration which i was supposed to go help ashley get stuff for.
wasted lah.
missed presentation as well,
april asked me to go home and just give her n mc cos she said i looked too sick.
after i left the class, i went to the toilet and so
i was shitting right, then suddenly i really really really felt like puking.
so i turned around and..
okay i dont have to tell you the details right.
figure it out urself.
sucks.
super disgusting.
i dont ever want to puke again !
took cab to meet mother at the doc's
could hardly keep my eyes open all the way.
reached home with my mc around 5pm and slept all the way til 130pm the next day.
shiok.
but still feeling quite sick.
thanks everyone who asked if i was better.
made my day.

so i thought i would at least lose a little bit of weight after all the shitandpuke so i went to weigh myself
guess what.
i didn't
disappointed.
hais.
i shldn't have weighed myself argh

okay.
i realise that i have a whole lot of stuff to do.
and i dont think that i can finish them on time.
die.

if only i had a clone.

2007-06-10T02:18:00.000+08:00

got this from somewhere..

SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following...They MUST be real places, names, things...NOTHING made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same first initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Your Name: JAMIE

Famous Artist/Band/Musician: JESSE MCCARTNEY

Four Letter Word: JOKE

Vehicle: JEEP

TV Show: JANICE DICKINSON MODELING AGENCY

City: JAMAICA

Boy Name: JABULANI

Girl Name: JADE

Alcoholic Drink: JUNGLE JUICE

Occupation: JOURNALIST

Flower: JERSEY LILY

Something to Wear: JUMPER

Something to Do: JUMP

Something That You Like: JAM AND BREAD AND KAYA AND MARGARINE

Celebrity: JAMIE OLIVER

Food: JELLY

Something Found in a Kitchen: JAR

Reason for Being Late: JAM

Cartoon Character: JACK JACK

Something You Shout: JOHN I HATE YOU

2007-05-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

i just recieved this.

"Hi all,
Due to request from many member institutes, we would like to propose to shift the POL-ITE Hockey Tournament 2007 from Jul/Aug to 22 Oct to 9 Nov 2007...."

YES!
i am so happy now.
at least we have soooo much more time to train lah!
hahahaha

wheee.

2007-05-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

just for fun.
dont know why the adium suddenly pop up so many windows haha.
got a shock lah when i pressed F9.
whooo okay go write script.

2007-05-20T14:48:00.001+08:00

its only two fourty eight.
like damn early
i dont feel like doing my motiongraphics.
but i have so much to do.
mayb that's why its damn sian.
i think i should try doing my work now.
if not everytime leave til at night damn late then so tired still must do.
damn.
i hope i am able to start.

things are kindof back to normal already
i guess.
feels better at least.

545 am.
woke up for the bloody early match.
had to be at delta at 645.
freaking early.
dont know who's the bloody idiot who set games at 8am on a sunday morning.
sundays are like the only time for me to sleep until 3pm lah.
eat my sleeping time
stupid.

last night
i was supposed to just check my mail on the com.
ended up with only three hours of sleep due to this damn addictive game.
is about taking photos of birds.
haha sounds boring right.
but
is super fun=D
lucky chu ting's using now so i cant go and play.
if not i confirm play for ten years.

so many things to do ah !
die.

i dont know how we're gonna do for this year's POLITE games.
hais
that's one thing that really worries me.
so the email said that nyp was organising the POLITE games this year from july to august.
honestly, i think it would be quite difficult for us this year at the standard we are at now.
but if we improve drastically within this short period of time, i think we can do it !
yay.
okay please pray for us.

i have decided to stop eating so much and start working out everyday to get rid of my unsightly fats.

yay.

2007-05-11T04:15:00.000+08:00

was worth it.
we had fun=]
the air con is poking my eyeballs.
i have to sleep.
thanks for the wonderful company guys!

let's do it again .

2007-05-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

so i finally went for training yesterday.
was tiring but i feel fitter already yay.

damn sian in school lah.
everyday seems to be dragging for damn long i don't know why.
sucks.
we need the long holiday we're never gonna get.
bleah

okay this com is lagging like mad.

right.
so we've all found new best friends.
i hope things will get better thankew.

and i'm seriously broke.
don't know how i'm gonna survive the rest of the month.
see lah spend too much lah.
die, need to notspendsomuchonfood.

i hope da jie's having fun at the chalet.
not been hanging out for some time.
and sorry bout the money thing.

driving.
i want to start my lessons.
but.
no money.
no time.
sucks.

anyways chel's flying off this friday.
please take care and i will miss you.
thanks for the chocolates =D

okay.
i hope it turns out better than the last time.

can't wait.

2007-04-28T02:20:00.000+08:00

and again.
more ugly people.
i'm glad i din get the chance to get more stuff.
if not i wld have regretted even more.
thanks for letting me find out now rather than later.
at least there's still people like abs tine jia etc.
okay nvm.
awhile more..
i do not wish for this to happen again in future.

thanks.

and i actually had no clue at all.

2007-04-28T01:55:00.000+08:00

posting this whole incident online for the whole world to see; not necessary.
i have better things to do.
a lot of things are not how you see them.
please ah. find out both sides of the story before deciding who or what to believe.
come and ask me.
seriously.
if not, think what you want to think of me.
i know what i heard, did and said and i dont regret any of it.

thanks. i'll be able to see who my real friends are.

eventually.

2007-04-16T01:44:00.000+08:00

okay.

i should be sleeping.
i don't even know why i opened this tab.
have stuff to say?
don't know how to put it into words.
okay.
sth totally not related;
hhmmm..
camp's starting tmr..
but we're not staying.
hope everything turns out well
as in EVERYTHING.
yes.

right.
okay i love my family.
i have interesting parents.
my sisters are adorable.
my brother is fatt.
and the new maid's lovely.

we just went for korean steamboat dinner.
but just father mother sheeeby and me.
hundred bucks gone..
okay.

i think there is a cockroach living in my dustbin.

2007-04-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

can't wait for next year=]

2007-04-03T02:13:00.000+08:00

what an emo monday. =]

so we went for training today.
and yet again, it seemed like it was turning out to be a huge waste of time.
until the last part where we got a little chance to play.
okay what can i say.
at least i managed to perspire.
viv looked pissed at roy
haha.
okay its been quite long since i last saw the hockay gals
=]

anyways im damn sad lah !
just heard that danker's not gonna coach us anymore !!!
die !
-(
damn emo already.
shit lah i want danker loh !!
they say he's just gonna concentrate on the guys prob cos he's been with them for much longer than he's been with us..
haiya
then got some national goalie guy coming to coach us or stuff..
he better be good .

damn.

2007-04-01T03:44:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry.
didn't expect things to turn out this way.
won't happen again...

2007-03-30T02:11:00.000+08:00

okay d&d.

turned out pretty fun=]
so i just wore pants and stuff.
so did tine.
jia and abby wore sexay dresses.
and the guys were pretty too.

the food was.. not very good=/
but the emcee was great !
surprising he noticed our table to be the most enthu one=D
and wehjee did sexy dance for a pencil holder.
kenna cheat hahaha.

so it was really nonsense when it came to the dancing part.
matthew was kinda humping everyone.
the guys were fondling each other.
and the girls.. we just stood there laughing most of the time.
but we joined in after awhile heh.
manymany pics.
whooo!
cant wait for next year's=]

was worth it.

2007-03-30T01:58:00.000+08:00

guys dun emo guys.
damn tyco.
not ur fault.
though stuff could have been better.
ohwells.
is okay.

smile yah=]

2007-03-27T01:49:00.000+08:00

okay what the hell happened today ?
some stupid nonsense.
damn spoiler
seriously.

i don't understand why.
even though it wasn't directly to me.
it still sucked.

whatever.
please don't happen again.

what a b.tch

some things are just not meant to be read.

2007-03-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

mosaic's finally over.
i had a great time though,
got to watch those damn ex shows for freee !
but work's not over for me yet..
still gotta go back to the office to edit-(

anyways,
i hope my groups' videos turn out well. like damn well.
heard some of the other groups' videos are very good u noe..
scary leh.
shit

okay damn tired.

who isn't.

2007-03-13T02:00:00.000+08:00

happy belated, HERBERT !
glad u enjoyed ur day.
so suay we all so busy now if not wld have made it a much better day for you !
sorry!

anyways i shldn't be doing this now.
its damn late and i have to be sleeping like now.
filming's been fun so far.
even though its hot like hell.
totally opposite from the office,
where its cold like mad.
my nose was gonna freeze and drop off.

shit i miss the people.
even though its a few days only,
seems like time's passing very slowly everyday.
damn.
cant wait to see our final products whooo

okay do work=D

2007-03-04T00:43:00.000+08:00

i need sleep.
ALOT of sleep.
i dont know why i havent really been sleeping early the past recent many days.
damn.
i want more songs !
herbert faster download!
haha.

dumb make-me-want-to-sleep talk in the morning.
great outing today.
interesting conversations haha.
lovely company.
glorious mahjong.
satisfying pizza.
indescribable reaction from herbert when manu scored the goal.

havent been exercising for ten years.
sucks !
but am going for captain's ball training tmr.
whooo.
hope it wont kill me =X

twinkletwinklelittlestar;

2007-02-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

from the day we went cny visiting.
damn irritating cannot arrange properly the pics.
okay nehhmine.
just some randoms

in ma house.

whooo sexy.

at punggol interchange on the way to tomseah's.

some random fridge we found outside the katong place there. lol

prettywoman in the bus.

poor xiuting kenna smash !

okay.

2007-02-26T02:59:00.000+08:00

so i got bored of the old skin.
guess this one's good enough to replace it.
and im too layzee to search for sth else=D

okay.
dont emo lah !!

2007-02-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

look what i found..

PLEASE DO NOT BECOME A FRIGGIN AHLIAN NEXT TIME OKAY MY DEAR LI TING!!!

2007-02-24T01:18:00.000+08:00

and i thought it was supposed to be a secret.

2007-02-21T00:53:00.000+08:00

hi.
i've been busy.
but i think its still not too late to say
gongxifacai
and i know its quite long time ago already but
happy vday
too.

okay vday was fun.
made brownies with the woman for all the lovelies in design sch.
sorry we din have enough to give everyone=|
first time.
was fun and tasted quite not bad they said=D
next time will make nicer ones!

okay yay.
got yellowrose from tomseah and matthew
and pinkrose from tomseah and kaebye
whooo
thanks guys=]went for a humble dinner at pastamania all the singles and a few attached ones who's lovers were unavailable at the moment.

shit its two and i have to be sleeping !
okay fastfast.

err err.
oh. chinesenewyear.
well this year wasn't as fun as the last maybeh.
went visiting relatives as usual but like less ang pao leh heh.
first night camped at rachel's house and won ten bucks from mahjong.
last night sister's friends came so i had to evacuate to kby's house.
mahjonged the whole night too whooo
but wasn't so shuang cos i lost monay-(
today went around to tine tom matt and my house
learnt how to play a little gin rummy.
and lost more monay at my house-((
ohwells i hope the others had fun=]
pizza for dinner.

okay so maybe this year wasn't that bad lah.
okay actully its quite fun lah.

well i guess that's about it.
wah so fast one year has passed already.
cldn't even rmb what happened last year until wehjee reminded me..
played mahjong on his room floor with quite a different bunch of people from this year..
ohwells i guess alot has changed.
ALOT !
last year i din noe how to play mahjong,
this year i do.
my close friends have changed.
i think my dressing changed quite abit too.
but i still dun have boyfren=|

lol.
i hope things change for the better next year.
haii.
okay go sleep=]

thanks for everything wonderful friends and other people around me.
it'd be great if next year we were still good friends like now =D

we'll see how things go.

2007-02-13T02:46:00.000+08:00

emo is the new black.
so it seems.

2007-02-13T02:42:00.000+08:00

gosh i've got so many things i wanna talk about but no time !!
.hockey
.outing with chel mel ying
.sheenee's bday and my twofifty present for her

well okay it isn't that much,
but damn lazy to type =D

anyways i guess i have time to say just one more thing.

happybirthdaySISTER=D

2007-02-09T02:13:00.000+08:00

oh oh.
happybirthdayMEESHALL !!

cant wait to see you on sun=D
have a great day ahead and cya soon girl!

2007-02-09T01:19:00.000+08:00

theBADnews.

to cut the long story short,
all our audio files are gone. deleted. vanished. disappeared.
by idontknowwhothebloodyidiot
sucks
BIG TIME.
i dont know how we're gonna replace everything but we'll find a way=|

theGOODnews.

the other group's files are gone. deleted. vanished. disappeared. as well.
so we're not alone XD

theBADnews.

had to skip class to go for club training.
portfolio consultation for econs today.
plus was feeling all lazy and stuff,
knowing roy was gonna be there too..
asfkjnadovnwOldvlskd

theGOODnews.

it turned out to be like the best training ever !
firstly
roy was sick so he wasnt there
secondly
since he wasnt there we got to play two games
one with sa gals, one with sa boys
and yes i got to play more than half the time considering there were subs available.
so obviously that made my day.

so that's pretty much what happened today,
im just glad it ended well=]

2007-02-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

happybirthdayMOTHER
happybirthdayVIVIEN
happybirthdayMOTHEROFCALEB

whooo!
okay.
rushed to get sth for mother and ended up late
forced to cab down but sheenee paid so twas alright.
where?
thaipan restaurant in mandarin gardens
haha.
the food is good there you know...
and cheap also.
we should all go one day=D

for now..

happybirthdayma.
thanks for everything=]

2007-02-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

omg i just saw sth damn scary!!
while looking through the friendster friends pics gallery.
im seriously gonna get nightmare tonight lah!
ohmygawd the fugly thing is gonna be embedded in my brain for like ten years !!
i'm traumatised @.@

save me.

fuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfuglyfugly

2007-02-02T01:56:00.000+08:00

shit i am addicted.

okay prisonbreaktwo was good.
people died
heh.
so now im just waiting for the other episodes to come out...
argh
have to get a friggin water bottle !!
doctor say i must DRINKMOREWATER.
and i have not been doing so
so yah..
i feel so damn unfit now. feels weird not going for training for more than three days. friendly on sat. i hope everything goes well=]

so its three oh six already and i have to be in sch by twelve later.
shit.
mother's birthday today, as in 2ndFeb yah.
havent bought anything!!
tmr after audio will do so!

speaking of audio..
been fun so far.
specially with the group members tommy kby matty ben
and so we had this lame thing where we get nicknames for everyone of us..

jabulani benechello telemachus chakaluka munonokhoi .

.
.

whoohoo !

okay.
so i dunno how to spell matthew's and dont reali rmb what ben's is but anyways...
happyhappyjoyjoy.

lol.
madness.

2007-01-31T02:36:00.000+08:00

the best time for e m o songs.
lalala.
please help me =/

2007-01-31T02:29:00.000+08:00

i just don't get it.
why must things be so complicated?
why cant people just act normally and treat everyone the same instead of ignoring and shit like that.
it hurts.
but nobody would understand.
so
whatever.

2007-01-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with me.
i can't carry on like this.
stop blaming the whole world like its their fault you're dumb and ugly. and lousy.
cheer up you stupidfag.

one day i'll look back and laugh

2007-01-18T01:40:00.000+08:00

so.
li ting showed me this just now.
and i'm damn fascinated by it lah.
yah i noe
so easily amused right.
but seriously its actually quite cool lah.
like magic !
haha.
u have to see the thing for urself lah.
i can show you=D

okay okay you see ah.

this is the 1st part of the fascinatingthing.

its just this square of random dots.(orsoitseems !)

and for the second part...
you see this?

its called the 'Decoder'
yah its a transparent plastic sheet with the same sized square of random dots(orsoitseems !)

okay.
so right.
ur supposed to put the Decoder on top of the white paper lah.

like so...and when u align them properly..
it becomes.
.
.(from the
Singapore Polytechnic School of Media and Info-Communication Technology)
.
.
so cool right!
okay its backwards but..
yah.
seriously you have to see it for yourself=D

lol.
it was the boredom.

2007-01-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

i need to cut my nails.

2007-01-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

match was alright
coach said we did pretty okay considering it was the first time we all played together.
but personally,
it sucked. quite alot.
to the extent that i got dumped up front as a forward
the way he put it 'it's not that your not good, just that sometimes it seems like we don't even know if you're in this world or not.'
okay.
i agree
with the word 'sometimes'.
it didn't feel so bad at the time he said it
but the more i think about it,
the more it feels like... he won't give me another chance to play
like i blew my only chance to prove myself.
i was trying okay.
i just don't know why i was so blur.
okay at least i got to play.

i don't know if i'll be able to play next week.
so many better players be coming so yea.
please let me play.

whatever will be
will be.

2007-01-14T14:55:00.000+08:00

after being with the same bunch of people for almost two years,
you finally start to know who your true friends really are.

and it sucks.
to know what certain good friend you thought you had would say about you.
behind your back.
and i seriously don't understand why.
just know that such ugly things are happening.
don't be like them.

sound so emo.
but i'm not speaking for myself.

nothing personal though, just had to say this.

its okay.
you still have me=D

2007-01-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

twelve.oh.eight.eh.am.
and sheeEBY still isn't home yet.
what mummy said was right,
she's the only one who doesn't already know her poor mother had injured herself-(

you know why?
cos of the job
of the delivery
of the cake
to the customer
living in the damn old block
with the lousy staircase
wet by the dumb rain
which made her slip
and fall down the damn stairs.

OUCH.
my poor mother-(
well she got bumped a little on the head, back and worse of all,
this part....

.
.
.
.
.
can you tell which part it is?

can see right...here its swollen like big fat fishball !
im not sure if you'd be able to guess which part of the body this is but its quite very obvious to me cos i already know. er okay.

its like damn sick lah....
so pain and mummy still there luffing joking all......
stronggal=D

is this a little more obvious?

okay yah. *pokepoke.
was kinda soft and liquidy at first and there was still extra skin to stretch around it but it like solidified you know.. with no more extra skin around.

damn sick lah. *disgusted retarding face.okay there. can see now? there... the elbow lah left side.

just another view.. i've like never seen such a thing in my life lah.
quite traumatising=S
i wonder how such a huge thing could form so easily..
can you imagine.. ?
OWlah.
and yah. CAN YOU SEE HOW BIG THE FISHBALL IS?!

damn sik lah like some tumour like that... heh.
yarr that's xiuting in the background. admiring the masterpiece.

i wonder what's in that bigfatfishball lah... like some juice or what lah. bleah.
okay yah.
now its reduced by about one-third.
yay. thanks to the secret weapon mr.warmtowel=D

i pray that you, my beloved mother, would not ever have to encounter such suayness and/or misfortunes in your future endeavours.

please heal fast mother=]

2007-01-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

Jamie Nonexistant Lu's Aliases

Your movie star name: Hello Panda Leck

Your fashion designer name is Jamie Madrid

Your socialite name is Lulu Singapore

Your fly girl / guy name is J Lu

Your detective name is Elephant Saint Joseph's Convent

Your barfly name is Wedges Cocktail

Your soap opera name is Nonexistant Serangoon Avenue 2

Your rock star name is Toblerone Hockey Ball

Your Star Wars name is Jamtor Lunil

Your punk rock band name is The Stoned Salonpas

The Amazing Meganame Generator

lol.

2007-01-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

I THINK I NEED TEN MORE PANADOLS.
DBNLVNASKL;JDGNL; KJJASCLNSLAKGJRL;PASMB

2007-01-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

okayokay.
so right.
today was the voting day.
actually i dont know why we had it today.
as in like so early lah.
err yah
and i seriously didnt know who to vote for..
damn.
i hope the new comm wld turn out much better than the present one.
i mean, no offence lah but...
yarrs

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grey is quite a nice colour.

2007-01-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

what is wrong with the stupid back LAH!
i seriously dont know what the hell happened.
and how to describe the friggin irritating stinging pain i feel at that specific spot !!
ARGH!
OWlah!
making me whine like a SPASTICretard lah!
stupidSHIT.
i cant even tilt my head backwards or forwards!
just CHOPitOFF lah.
i hope MRpanadol will be my SAVIOUR.
if not i dont know how i am going to train tomorrow.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! !!!!!!!!!!!!
I.CANT.MOVE.
ohmygaud i feel damn retarted can!!
shitLAH !

okay. ilike. myhair.
i hope it isn't all that hideous.
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*stabs self in back with butter knife x|
please save me!!!-(
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OKAY.

2007-01-05T01:29:00.000+08:00

undertwentyone.
this sat.
six-a-side carnival.
seventhirty at delta.
omg.
gotta wake up damn early.
apparently there aren't enough players for two teams.
bleah.
alrighty.
i'll do my best.

okay.
let's play bridge=D

2007-01-05T01:23:00.000+08:00

whoa man.
why did it have to happen again.
this time it was worse, in terms of the injuries.
but much better, in terms of the reaction.
she is such a strong girl !!
i admire her so much lah
can imagine with all the pain and blood and everything
she still manages to sit up on her own and walk with a little help.
power !

well at least there were more experienced people available to take care of her.
i feel so fortunate not having such things happening to me.
and at the same time sorry for what had to happen to her.

shing.
get well real soon kae=]

2007-01-04T03:25:00.000+08:00

hello my dear=]

and she was scared of her own pics.

forgot to mention, pics from sheenee=]

2006-12-31T04:00:00.000+08:00

made this little thingie for the woman..
tis like a little card thing and some popartcollage sheeeBy suggested.
heh.
i hope it isn't that bad..
well spent alot of time finding the perfect pics for the collage..

tried out some other effects too..

like.
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.

and.
.
.hah. sheeEBy said not very nice..

so well. had to source for other pics.

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.

ended up with this !

not bad rite.. for a first time=D
well. i am satisfied!

hees.and then i made this little card too !

yays.
was fun.

and i'm not ghey=D

2006-12-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

so the gathering wasn'rt all that bad.. well just thought i might like to upload some pics yea=]
most of these taken by me heh. courtesy of val's cam.

starting off with the host himself.
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MAXEEE !

then comes the barbeque..our lovely cooks; nat n val.

shing. la. viv.

els. val.

kai bin. loga.

see auntieVAL so nice peel prawns for us..poor val got attacked by the smoke. see lah make her cry-(

val. els. shing.

more of da pretties.

chicken, anyone?

look at the amount of smoke man.

poor guy was getting so stressed out as things were starting to get out of hand.

this was of course before much of that happened.

was (desperately) trying to get DANKER to come... and guess what.
he did ! yays.

there he is !

once again, look at the amount of smoke man !

mr. ali.

then came the 'best' part lah. the arrival of the-evil-alcohol !!

before.

and.

after.after pukingallover ten thousand times, our dear karmila was sleeping soundly on the sofa and the fadzly took this super unglam pic of her.. wanted to post it. but..... dowan lah i not so bad=]

hi.

then came the time to get the cake out for the woman yea. was preparing it in the kitchen and then ! she came in omg. stone for ten secondsO.O okay that sucked.
and you know what's worse?
decided to get the cake out asap since she saw it already and the surprise was ruined-( yah so light up all the candles lah.. then happyhappy walk right in front of the fan. so big u noe the fan! and i can just smartly walk right in front. lol. so everything was fine in the end.. yah=] hahahahaha.

okay. finally getting to the part where i publish post.
okay.

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lol.HAPPY NEW YEAR=D

2006-12-23T02:28:00.000+08:00

happybirthdayWOMAN=D

2006-12-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

so.
the party din turn out as well as it could have.
stuff happened.
things started turning unpleasant.
i guess some things just had to happen.

stupid alcohol.

2006-12-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

2006-12-12T02:58:00.000+08:00

just somemore random pics while waiting for the arrival of the other much more interesting ones.

our table number.
were served by this aunty who kept pushing me aside in order to reach the table to put the food down while the table just beside got this younghamsomeguywithspikehair serving them.
bleah not fair..
sheenee was jealous and kept looking at him n twirling her hair and flirting with him and staring at him and..
.
okay lah she din do any of that except for the jealous part and the looking part lah.

yah.
then like diagonally behind us were these two tables of drunk/soon-to-be-drunk uncles.
damn spoiler lah..
you know......
the happy couple were on stage giving their thankyou speech and those uncles were in their own world talking/laughing/singing(O.O) so damn loudly lah!
wth damn spoiler lah !!
sorry i had to say that again but yah.
its true. argh..
one of them got soooo drunk that he cldn't even sit properly on his chair. omg!
i reali dunno what to say lah. hai

okay enuff about the bad stuff.
well the food was alright..
and the chocs rocked.
we managed to (accidentally) kope more chocs along the way heh.

there. can u see...
the pic's not very clear but apparently its the chocs in the middle of li ting's halo-thing she wore on sat as flowergal. er with my orange juice in the background=D

and finally.. my biao jie! the pretty bride with the pretty little flowergal=D

i want the other pics!!

2006-12-10T02:08:00.000+08:00

so.
twas finally biaojie's wedding today.
was reunited with my longlost(dreaded)mass..
no offence.
but i survived..
was a pleasant experience.
got hold of jiujiu's camera so started taking some pics heh
will upload when i get hold of them.

anyways.
li ting was the flowergirl!!
damn cute lah she..
hahaa. then got the little pageboy oso
lol.
and yea. they were all so pretty n cute today lahh.
seee.

got nice dinner to eat later whooo.

2006-12-10T02:01:00.000+08:00

it was too late for us to go shopping in parkway so mummy just brought us on a tour around the loading/unloading carpark and look what we found on the boom at the exit..

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okay loh.

2006-12-07T01:52:00.000+08:00

it's over.

don't worry guys
u did great.

we'll make it next year.

what the hell.
we had fun today.

thanks for coming.
and sorry.

2006-12-06T02:37:00.000+08:00

hope everything goes according to plan.
i dun want it to suck like how it did.

okay.
go sleep

2006-12-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

okay i shall not be so emo anymore.
what's happened has already passed.
am glad that we're all fine and dandy and that the guys won 11-0.
yes.

okay.
gong xi fa cai.

2006-12-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

why?
i don't know.
i guess everything happens for a reason.
though this time it's kinda shitty.

i don't know what to say.
i didn't know they were like that.
i wonder how things are gonna be like.
sigh.

i guess i agree with what she said, how some tried so hard yet others seemed to be not even trying.

people don't like each other.
personal differences ?
its okay.
every team has its conflicts.
ours won't kill us.

people got injured, were strong.
heal fast naomi, charmaine..
some broke down.
but they have their reasons.

it's okay, we'll make it next year.

thanks for coming down today anyway.
appreciated.

there's still so much in me i need to get out.
just not the right time, words, listener.

i hope i did not so bad today.

2006-11-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

i sweat ALOT.
oh i shldn't be saying sweat, it shld be perspire..
yah
or glow !, as i'm told..

anyway i get reali smelly when i do.

er okay.

SO.
had to get up real early todae for badminton..
was fun though my feet hurt like mad now=D
managed to make limatthew wait for halfanhour cos i over slept even though he gave me wake up call.
heh sorry man.

physical during training todae.
been getting er. feedback (i guess) from ppl hu watched me play..
thanks alot guys=]
i noe i run very slow and everything but i will try my best to improve as much as possible in the next match.

ANYWAYS.
decided to visit the book shop place at suntec while waiting for sheenee the other day, forgot wats the name i think is Times ah..
yarr.
1st book that caught my eye..
was this yellow rectangle-ish book about lies you can tell kids..
some crap nonsense that you can bluff kids with heh.
real cute book, complete with illustrations to emphasize on each point.
seems kinda dumb rite..
BUT i actually stood there and finished the entire book.
some of the "facts" are actully quite funny. hah
for example..

Sudoku is how your mum recieves coded messages from her communist masters.

Scientists have created an entirely liquid dog which has to be carried around in a bucket.

About 2500 clouds crash every year.

If you stand still long enough, the government would put up road signs pointing towards you.

After 11 days on the ark, noah decided to kill all the dinosaurs just for a laugh.

Starfish area all alcoholics, that's why beaches are always filled with cans and you never see one standing up.

OKAY.
go check it out=D

2006-11-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

okay
so this time it was better.
and i'm not talking about the score.
yea so what if we lost?
its over.
and i'm glad i played much better than on thurs.
okay..
we'll all learn from here and move on to the next match.
yep..

anyway the guys won 2-1
so tats good.

hope everyone's injuries wld be healed by friday and we can all go play our best!
okay. time to rub my orhcheh=]

tadah!

well the lighting's abit off but its just this pertruding red lump on my ankle.
i hope it goes away soon.

okay bye.

2006-11-24T01:10:00.000+08:00

hi friend.
today was a sucky day.
like real bad.

-(
the score?
girls: 1-0
guys: 1-0
yes. we won.
but damn pathetic wins.

sigh.
will do better for the other games !!
okay.
time to sleep.

2006-11-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

EIGHTEENhours more.
thats a little scary.
i don't think i would be able to sleep well tonight.
okay.
last night i had difficulty sleeping already.
aahhh.
shit.
damn exciting.
okay.

=.D

2006-11-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

hi.

i haven't finished my hmwk yet=]

butbut. i just have to write about this one thing..

so todae's the start of the POL-ITE games
and the 1st match?
NYP vs SP
!!!
omg O.O

damn sad.
already hearing the news that SP's 1st match wld be against NYP we noe tat its not very good news for them-(
like damn demoralising lah 1st match already sure kenna trash n stuff.
oops.
hai. their 1st year in the comp oso lah then kenna suay fixtures like this.
hai..
am talking about the girl's team btw.

okay!
what i'm here to blog about.
the score !

guess what..
twenty-zero !!
yes. correct.
20-0 !!!!

can you believe the devastation SP could be going through now?
once again i have to say this.
hai. damn sad-(

okay lah.
sorry lah i say until like they damn noob like tat..
cos in case u don't noe..
nyp's team consists of ten thousand national players and the rest of them are club players all who have been playing for their entire life.
so yea.
what do u expect?

ohwells.
nyp is nyp.
cannot win one.
so lets just focus on our other games yah.
slowly..
first, sp.
on thurs.
omg thats tues, wed, then THURS!!

okay.
at least we din get nyp 1st heh..

feeling a little stressed. a little..
involved in the short-corners for both.
omg. what if i cant stop the ball properly?
what if i miss-hit?
what if i keep giving away free short-corners?
what if i sweep like an idiot again?
what if i dont play well at all??
hai.
i noe i shldn't be worrying about these stuffs but i cant help it.
nvm.
i'll just take one step at a time=]

enough said.
praying for the best in the matches to come..

okay.
publish post=.D

2006-11-17T01:49:00.000+08:00

so.
there was no physical
whoohoo!!
haha. greatness..
was totally prepared (but so not looking forward to it)

then in the end dun have!!
hahahah. though its not much..
but well...

finally went for club training todae after so damn long.
bleah.

exactly SEVENdays more to our first match omg
O.O !!!

so now let us bow our heads in prayer as we .....
.
.
okay whatever.

lalala

oh yah!!
i waited ONEfrigginHOUR for the blardy 14 at dhobyghaut.
WTH?!?!
damn suck lah. !!
stupid bus make me wait soooo long-(

okay i just had to say that.

2006-11-16T02:21:00.000+08:00

er. okay loh..